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Actualize
01:38
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Everyday I actualize another person’s journey
Doin this is probably how I’ll end up on the gurney
Goin till my vision gets a little bit blurry
They’re poison in my tooth I spit ‘em out like I’m Kirby
Fuel past empty, naw, there’s not enough steam
Let the time pass by, dissolution of my dream
Catch me in the trap, I’m just living in the scheme
Watch my life slip away gently down the stream
Everyday I actualize my own anxiety they like the
Way I get through the discomfort oh so quietly
Dissociating til it’s time to evade my sobriety so I can
Finally distort the signal draining my energy
What the fuck, no, I didn’t ask for this, my life’s
Trajectory’s a loss, just a swing and a miss
You know what they say, ignorance is bliss
Back to the days before the sonder hit I reminisce
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Sustain
02:34
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Sunk in the river I’m a bit depth swimmer
Void so loud it’s a waveform clipper
Perseverance flickers run it through the maximizer
Driver pushing hard, my intention emitter
Commotion hits the filter, chatter just a bunch of filler
Trouble on the mind something constant to consider
Activate the buffer when the echo reconfigures
Ready to sustain forever finger on the trigger
Sleight of the hand, it’s all part of the plan
Frozen like you thought you wouldn’t show up on the scan
Present the deception just to play into my hand
I advise the only confidant under your command
Sunk in the river I’m a bit depth swimmer
Void so loud it’s a waveform clipper
Tenacity flickers run it through the maximizer
Driver pushing hard, my intention emitter
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Harbor (feat. The Pilot)
03:04
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How much affliction can I harbor
Sanctuary has never been farther
Wrote the finale like I’m a fucking martyr
Forgot the code did they just tell me to think harder
Can’t decide which strategy is smarter
Brush off all their the blows just because I got the armor
Circumvent commitment cause my mana bar is larger
Disregard relationships they call me the discarder
All the doubt that they told me to conceal
Just corrupts all desire that I feel
To meet stability I’m told is the ideal
I guess to them my lucid dreams are too surreal
You don’t understand let me grab a dictionary
Determination they don’t deem it necessary
Contentment peace of mind it just seems so arbitrary
Suggest to sit in silence and now you’re a visionary
Fell through the floor again
Still descending, I’m spinning
I see all the wires down here
Plugged in and so restricting
All this time I saw my visions modulate
In relation to your love that oscillates
Between all the risks and the curse I contemplate
Haunted by the words the ghosts articulate
I won’t let the river’s current stagnate
Endurance and persistence are the tools I calibrate
To prepare for when the echo detonates
Below the position of dreams I triangulate
There’s a tough just in reach
Nothing left, nothing’s with me
I felt chills when I let go
Caught by cables overlapping
How much affliction can I harbor
Sanctuary has never been farther
Wrote the finale like I’m a fucking martyr
Forgot the route to the ship i’m tryna charter
Can’t decide which strategy is smarter
Brush off all their the blows just because I got the armor
Circumvent commitment cause my mana bar is larger
Disregard relationships they call me the discarder
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Bearing
02:28
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Cycle of the dread, rotation of my bearings
File corrupted, system repairing
Vibration of the past, indicator blaring
Conclusion of the pattern, there’s no preparing
Peer beyond the edge of time if you’re daring
Cross the bounds of the line, perimeter tearing
Form the will of the world, ultimate forbearing
Avert dissolution, eternal despairing
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Subsist
02:35
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See my robot on the route, I’m a proper operator
Swap the plot that you crave, I’m a fine manipulator
Solve the line when they swerve, I’m a cycle speculator
Watch me script what they wish, I’m a sigil generator
Disconnect so I don’t think, recognition simulator
Deconstruct my peace of mind , apprehension resonator
Disengaging my support, invocation oscillator
All the scans don’t know my name, I’m the covert orchestrator
Watch me drift through this life, autopilot navigator
Fly beneath the words I form, cerebral aviator
I’m a magnet for the curse, i’m the dread accumulator
I continue to subsist, reluctant infiltrator
Power in the kick, heart accelerator
Solid in the mix, sound disseminator
Short in the chord, null communicator
Never heard before, noise originator
Troubleshoot the reason, mind defibrillator
Exorcize the demon, malicious detonator
Confirm the odds are beaten, chaotic terminator
Destroy the worlds I’m dreamin’, self exterminator
See my robot on the route; I’m a proper operator
Swap the plot that you crave; I’m a fine manipulator
Solve the line when they swerve; I’m a cycle speculator
Watch me script what they wish; I’m a sigil generator
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Coda
03:45
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Emergency it’s too late
The reality I create
Is distorted by thoughts I sedate
Can’t rewind to avoid this fate
Separate is my reflection
Refusal in my expression
Redirecting the connection
Intention pilots direction
Looking into my infection
Cleanse the wound begin dissection
Barrier to learn my lesson
Extract the noise and overcome the question
Can’t rewind to avoid this fate
The reality I create
Will take longer than I can wait
To culminate before it’s too late
Afterthought like I’m living in a coda
A fraction of a second and now they think they know ya
So far off they see me walking on Europa
Their delusion is all that they can show ya
The pull of the current is growing
The strength of the stream that I’m rowing
Reminds that there’s no use in knowing
Which way that the river is flowing
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