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Actualize

from Initialize by cyntrix

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Everyday I actualize another person’s journey
Doin this is probably how I’ll end up on the gurney
Goin till my vision gets a little bit blurry
They’re poison in my tooth I spit ‘em out like I’m Kirby

Fuel past empty, naw, there’s not enough steam
Let the time pass by, dissolution of my dream
Catch me in the trap, I’m just living in the scheme
Watch my life slip away gently down the stream


Everyday I actualize my own anxiety they like the
Way I get through the discomfort oh so quietly
Dissociating til it’s time to evade my sobriety so I can
Finally distort the signal draining my energy

What the fuck, no, I didn’t ask for this, my life’s
Trajectory’s a loss, just a swing and a miss
You know what they say, ignorance is bliss
Back to the days before the sonder hit I reminisce

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from Initialize, released February 28, 2023
music and lyrics by Richard Stottman

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