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is it a secret or a signal?

by cyntrix & the pilot

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Will you take a walk with me? I promise not to talk about All the awful things That make their way from mind to mouth Just sometimes there isn't anything else But flashing images of anyone I've ever loved And exactly how their bodies are being broken down Is it a secret or a signal something else or is it me I just need a clearer sense of What anything is supposed to mean Especially the darker things The ones that steal my breath in ways I'd never imagined And I still yearn for objectivity I'm tired of holding it up to the light Always something new to remind me not all things can be made right When I ask if I'm a good person I need you to be precise Because I fall into these delusions Am I'm not sure if I can trust my own mind If you could take a walk with me Point out all the things you see That maybe i don't have the eyes to greet I want to believe something kinder is beckoning me Even if it finds me later, when I am silently losing leaves As a well-intentioned backyard tree Is it a secret or a signal something else or is it me I just need a clearer sense of What anything is supposed to mean Especially the darker things The ones that steal my breath in ways I'd never imagined I still yearn for objectivity I'm tired of holding it up to the light Always something new to remind me Not all things can be made right When I ask if I'm a good person I need you to be precise Because I'd just like to exist quietly Does the loop in my mind overwrite…

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releases November 11, 2023

lyrics & vocals - nikole thomas
music & production - richard stottman

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